Friends

You’ve broken my heart

But I don’t want us to grow apart

It pains me

Everytime you look at me

I feel something inside of me starting to cry

But I’ll smile

Because it’s better that you never knew

How I really feel for you

So we can continue to be

What we always will be

Just friends

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Tiny Little Pieces

Why do I keep looking even though it hurts?

I keep looking BECAUSE it hurts

I want to keep looking

To keep feeling this pain

Am I crazy?

Or maybe that’s what I’m preventing

Stopping myself from being insane

So I hold on to the one thing I know that makes me human

Pain

So I look at this image

I look at them together

I take in the pain

So at least I can tell others

I loved her

I know I did

Because each time I see them

I can feel it

The pain of my heart shattering

Shattering into tiny little pieces

Being in Love

I miss being in love

To have someone you can’t stop thinking about even when you’re extremely busy

Someone who makes you happy even when the world is being shitty

Someone that no matter what they do they’re so damn pretty

Someone that you’d do anything for no matter how risky

Someone that makes you think “How am I so lucky?” 

I miss the feeling of being in love

And the feeling of someone loving me

MissingĀ 

My chest feels hollow

From the pain and the sorrow

From all the things I keep on losing

My purpose to get up in the morning

A love to keep my heart warm and beating

Nothing seems to be going right for me

When will I be able to be happy? 

Worthless

I’m living a life without meaning

If that’s the case what’s the point in living? 

I’m waste of space 

Burdening my friends and family

I just want to find love and be happy

But even in that I’d hardly say I’m trying

When my friends ask for help in love or in life

I do it without thinking 

But deep inside

Honestly, I wish I could be like them

Living with dreams and meaning

I would kill myself

To lessen the world of a useless human being

If I wasn’t so afraid of dying

So I push myself to keep on living

Hoping to find happiness and a meaning

For this worthless human being

That is me

The Sad Truth

I want to love

To love what I do

To love someone new

But it’s so hard to do
Things never go your way

Just because you want them to

Just because you want something doesn’t mean you’ll have it

Just because you love someone doesn’t mean they’ll love you too

But I guess its just the sad truth

Not all dreams come true